things are stupid. everything is stupid right now. both of them are angry. theyre both ignoring me. what did i do? theyre the ones wanting to duke it out on the edge of a fucking chasm to hell. and gale is being so... so intolerable! "i dont trust him" she whines all the time always whining whining whining. shes looking for an apartment in the city, of all places. says she would feel better. says shes never going in the woods with us again. shes sick i can tell shes so so so so sick. sick as a snake bite. sick as a... i dont know. a dog or whatever. but shes sick and she needs help. shes pinning blame on people who dont deserve it. sick. shes stressing me out to the point i cant sleep. shes my friend but. you cant be with a sick person for too long, you know? because then they start digging at your protection and spreading germs and suddenly ha ha ha youre sick too. and you stare at your feet in bed and you snap at your friends and you cry and have nightmares. and then you want to move to the god-awful city and leave your friend behind. i dont understand how it happened. it wasnt even that big of a deal. accidents happen! and really it was her fault for offending him in the first place. it was really rude to run away. i dont know what to do about them anymore.
maybe i should leave. if only for a little bit so she can pull herself together.
- Leo
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